It's in Love..

Its in love..
Too many new hormones arise
Its in love..
Beauty can't be justified
Its in love..
Melody numbers take over your heart
Its in love..
Everyone becomes a poet or an Artist
Its in love..
Everyone falls in love with the nature
Its in love..
One finds another new person in himself/herself
Its in love..
One learns patience, by waiting for one another
Its in love..
One spends sleepless nights but rainbow colored days
Its in love..
One cares for another more than himself/herself
Its in love..
Days seem like hours and hours like minutes, time seems to be flying
Its in love..
One learns to blush without knowing
Its in love..
Holding that person's hand just feels as strong as holding on to a wall
Its in love..
Distance never matters, Oops! Nothing matters.
Its in love..
Just a quick glance by him/her flatters the whole you
Its in love..
One gets wavered by the touch of another
Its in love..
One feels like the most beautiful person on earth
Its in love..
All the happiness in the world seems to be within you
Its in love..
You feel the presence of one another mentally, Not physically though
Its in love..
You live in a Dreamworld with just the two of you
Its in love..
One blames shakespeare for not finding enough words to express Love
Its in love..
Feelings run out of control
Its in love..
One wants to keep talking even though nothing is left over
Its in love..
One learns to adjust one another and support one another to be with each other
Its in love..
You will want to live so Long So, you can Love Looonger..

Its in love..
One learns Failure for the first time in life
Its in love..
One learns different colors of people
Its in love..
One knows it Pains to move on without the other But, keeps searching the pain inside to remove it. Not knowing where it pains and why?
Its in love..
Loneliness is the most poisonous word which, kills a person as slowly as possible
It is love..
None of the scientists could succeed finding where it exists in human !

It is love.. like God,
No one knows if it exists in the world for real But, they believe it does, for No reason left.

Yeah ! It is love.. Where,
One gets hurt, Falls down, Stumble and Mumble, Wakes up, Learns to walk alone, 
And, Falls all over again..

Trust me.
Someday, Someone whom you never thought,
will arrive at your life,
Stick you to their chest,
Make you forget all that you went through till that moment and,
Give a whole new meaning to your life.
That's when you will know if Love really Exist.
And your life will be at that,
"HAPPILY EVER AFTER TALE"

Because, Its in love..
Anything and Everything is FAIR ! 

I am happy being with you..

Are we meant to be together? 
I ain't sure, But I am happy being with you..

I ain't sure if I had ever thought about being together with you
But I am glad I am with you..

I ain't sure when I met you first or how you looked at me
But now, I am so excited to have met you..

I ain't sure if we would be with each other ever again
But I was too flattered about that moment we had..

I ain't sure if you first kiss was the best
But I am sure your last one stands in me still..

I ain't sure if we had made that perfect love
But I am sure you made me waver few moments.. Back then,

I ain't sure if you would run back to me again like that
But when you did it, all I could do was to stick my lip on yours..

I ain't sure if we were right or wrong
But all I could confess to you is that I am sure of not regretting it ever..

Yes because, I am happy being with you..

I ain't sure if we had hesitated for the first time
But I am sure we wouldn't hesitate to carry over a hug again..

I ain't sure if I mean anything to you still after being together for a while
But I can assure you that I don't mind being nothing to you..
And I will still love being with you.

I ain't sure why I had never thought about you caressing me until the moment you caressed me
But I am sure of not missing to think about it over and over again.

I ain't sure if you fed me due to my hunger
But I am sure I wouldn't have loved food so much if not for you did it..

I ain't sure if I am grown up that well yet after feeling like a baby under your arms
But I am sure I had been myself with you..

I ain't sure why I had been in your lap for so long
But I am sure it gave me that secured feeling that I longed for..

I ain't sure why you had tried hard for the first time
But I am sure you won over me in a little while already..

I ain't sure that making love could be so much crazy
But I am glad to have been crazy with you..

I ain't sure if you trust me yet 
But I can assure you that, the one I would choose to be with.. will be you.

I ain't sure if I am really awesome
But I am sure you gave me a lot of butterflies between my throat and stomach when you said that..

I ain't sure if I look as beautiful as your choices could be
But I am thankful you choose to be mine.. for that little while.

Yes Because, I am happy being with you.

I ain't sure why I missed out on that little cuddling over, smoke together or the Cheers together,
But I am sure and excited to have been through all these moment.

I am really really Happy being with you.. :)

Life of a women !

Life of a women is an Event..

An Event of Puberty..
An Event of Engagement..
An Event of Wedlock..
An Event of Motherliness..
An Event of Grand Parenting..
An Event of Death..
Events everybody other than her celebrates..!!

Life of any women is an Event..

An Event of Self-Sacrifices..
An Event of Series of disappointments..
An Event where Dreams break..
An Event of losing Self-respect of her Own family to save the New family..

Life of a Women starts where.. Love Dies.. and She Cries..!!

By,

- A Newly Wedded Women :)

Let the memories fade.. But Not the Love between Us.

There was this guy, damn heroic with killing eyes

There was this feeling, my heart pounding and wavering whenever he smiled

There was this moment, he used to feel me without my physical presence

There was this guy with a broad chest for me to reside anytime at

There was this feeling, my heart ached for his arrival to me

There was this moment, when you shared everything only with me

There was this guy with big broad lips

There was this feeling, my eyes would never open when the situation went romantic

There was this moment, he used to love me at any condition and situation

There was this guy, hair dyes because of white hairs,

There was this feeling, my lips went numb whenever he kissed me

There was this moment, he used to fix me with a kiss irrespective of how he feels

There was this guy, so tall and handsome

There was this feeling of blushing, knowing that he is a flirt

There was this moment, the flirt fell in love with a girl for herself, just for being her

There was this guy, tan in color and skinny

There was this feeling of excitement and joy

There was this moment, he used enjoy my company affording a maximum time hearing my blah blahs

There was this guy with thick eyebrows and curly eyelashes

There was this feeling of security and warmth

There was this moment, he would break anything for my insecurity.

There was this guy with no make-up and spacious forehead

There was this feeling of completeness deep inside

There was this moment, he made me realize the girl inside me.

There was this guy, long necked with throat balls shown

There was this prodigious feeling while being loved by him

There was this moment, he struggled all night with his husky voice.

There was this guy, long fingered and round eyed

There was this feeling of being his baby and being loved like none

There was this moment, he badly wished to have been with me when something went wrong with me

Though I can endlessly say about that one guy,

The feelings we felt

And the moments that are fading away

I here am, wanting to endlessly say sorry..

For such moments that I never understood you..

For such moments that made you feel uncomfortable..

For such moments I lacked loving you..

For such moments that I bothered your situations to the worst..

For such moments that I tempered you extremely..

For such moments I never gave enough time for you..

For such moments I actually should have cared much..

For such moments of trying to get over you but failing it..

For such moments of unnecessary texts and thrown away words..

I apologize,

For every such moment of my inability to love you more.

How much ever it breaks me inside, I can never walk away knowing that “ Its Love “

We are perfect soul mates not meant for each other by destiny.

Let the memories fade

But let not the Love between us.

A friend..
who shared a lot of my happy things and sorrows..
with whom I ate grapes and pappads at last bench..
with whom I crossed my limits and fought..
with whom I have always got caught at classes..

who always looked at me in exam halls when I look at her exactly..
with whom I have been really SHABBY :P ..
who taught me to use the spoon properly..
with whom I have traveled in bus without ticket.. 

with whom I shared just Naughty smile languages..
Someone whom I call a best friend today..

who taught me "SHARING", which was just a word to me..

who showed me "Real CARE" , which wasn'teasy to get from anyone..

who gave me "ATTENTION", which I needed many a times..

Someone who is always at a Reachable corner in my life..

Thanks for being such a person and I wish it continues forever !!

Dedicated to my best friend Preeti on her Birthday.

Love you and Miss you always <3.

Love - "Neither being able to forgive, Nor being able to forget"

Love, Neither being able to forgive,
Nor being able to forget.
Trying to search for the broken pieces of love,
I just dont want you to hurt me,
I just dont want you to hurt me one more time..
I dont know where you are but,
Somewhere i'm not able to reach.
My ears are missing to hear your heart beats.
My lips silently cry which you are not able to hear.
Your eyes have stopped searching for me whereas my eyes got tired of searching for you.
My soul has no idea of where it got lost,
From the day we became SoulMates.
Love - I can feel this word only when i'm next to you, And
Thats the only feeling that is still left for you.. Deep inside..
Love, Neither being able to forgive,
Nor being able to forget.

I am searching for those moments..
When your lips gave a soft touch all over me,
When your eyes had the power to kill me with a glance,
When my mobile rang your name without being awaited,
When i called your kisses crazinees,
When i got buried under your arms,
I am searching for those moments..
When you missed the way i called you,
When you loved the way i was,
When you took my pains away with just words,
When your eyes needed the warmth of my breathe,
When your fingers wrote love letters in my hand,
When you still winked even though you never knew how to,
When you surprised me with your mobile ring standing at my back,
When you stayed back with me just for my words,
When you meant and said me not to ever breakup with you,
Whenever you opened your mouth giving me chances to enjoy my childishness,
Whenever you accepted my slap for my happiness,
Those moments..
When you accepted me with all my crazy talks, childish plays, stupid behaviours,
Unwanted worries and unnecessary angers, With loads of Love covered above all these..

Finally the searching has come to an end.
Where do i search for something that is not anywhere ??
My blindness is gone..
I can see through very well.
Because, i remember i got a pair of eyes.. which i almost forgot being in Love with you,
I was stupidly, crazily and blindly in love with you.
I can see through whats happening?
Love, Neither being able to forgive,
Nor being able to forget.
Trying to search for the broken pieces of love,
I just dont want you to hurt me,
I just dont want you to hurt me one more time..

I awaited all these days, Either for you to become mine
Or for myself to learn to be alone forever.
Its not my mistake if i learn to be alone,
Its just that you didn't realize to hold me tight when needed.
Its just that you didn't stop me from being away from me.
Oh yes ! its your mistake.
That you missed a girl like me.
A girl..
Who could just think millions of ways just to satisfy your needs,
Who could just spend all her times dreaming, to be with you for an hour,
Who just wants you to give her more and more but ends up empty, with just your words of fulfilment,
Who dares to face anything to buy you whatever she wants you to have, I mean anything,

A girl..
Who waited days and night dreaming the way you fulfill her wishes,
Who wanted to feel like a princess but ended up making you her prince,
Who wanted to feel your fingers on her hair just to go crazy,
Who wanted you to hold her shoulders just to feel safe and secures,

A girl..
Who just hears every song keeping you in her mind,
Who teased you at critical points to make sure you are comfortable,
Who wanted to make sure she kept you feel superior always,
Who wanted to be at your fingers end so that, you can pull me closer whenever you need,

A girl..
who called you every 5 minutes to fulfill her desire of being with you,
Who stayed awake all night to wake you up the next morning,
Who wanted to be important to you but always endeed up failing to be,
who always felt happy about you shouting at her and taking rights on her,

And A girl..
Who missed you like a mom could await to see her child looking at her for the first time after birth,
A girl..
Who valued her tears so much but shedded them all only on you,
A girl..
Who fought with you only to make sure that these fights doesn't make you leave her,

Love, Neither being able to forgive,
Nor being able to forget.
Trying to search for the broken pieces of love,
I just dont want you to hurt me,
I just dont want you to hurt me one more time..
The girl you knew was afterall the one who irritated you the most, interrupted in everything, kept you bugged, disturbed you always..

But Know what ?
She was the only girl..
Who just wanted to be your "Love"
Who waited for you to breathe out so as for herself to breathe in. 

TeARs

I don't know where do these tears come running from,
Whenever its for you.
I m someone who never gave a damn to any other guy in life, Like you..
May be thats why you dont even value me ??
Its paining deep inside my throat..
Not being able to stop my tears too..

I don't know where do these tears come running from,
Whenever its for you.
I wish one day atleast you value me,
Try to know how much i love you,
Try to know how much you mean to me,
Try to know how much i wanna be yours,
Try to know how badly i get hurt,
Try to know how to console me,.

I don't know where do these tears come running from,
Whenever its for you.
If i cry, it doesnt matter to you..
If i m not well, it doesnt matter to you..
If i want something, it doesnt matter to you..
If i m hurt, it doesnt matter to you..
If i wanna be next to you, it doesnt matter to you..
I dint have a single thing that mattered to you whenever it was me :'(
I wonder..
If i die., will it still not matter to you ?!

Not being able to stop my tears still :'(