Not me !

You can achieve anything in this world
but, not someone like me..
who could even think about you all the time..
dat i am beating alive !
You can achieve anything in this world
but, NOT ME !

What can i call this feeling as ??

I dont know what is the feeling that i am having now,
I'm trying to define it the way i can...
Words sometime doesn't satisfy the feeling of heart.
Same words sometimes extraordinarily expresses heart's feelings
Whats the difference between these??
Might be the difference is...
My eyes reflect you to my heart
and
My heart reflects you to my eyes..
Same way,
Looking at the glass down where the moon is reflected.
Still, the reflection of moon feels you to both my mind and heart..
What can i call this feeling as??


I dont know what is the feeling that i am having now,
I'm trying to define it the way i can...
When i look down standing in the terrace,
the depth calls me to jump down.
When i look up standing in the terrace,
the height calls me to come up.
Stil both ways seem to show me the path to reach you..
What can i call this feeling as??


I dont know what is the feeling that i am having now,
I'm trying to define it the way i can...
When i feel cold enough and the climate seems great,
i wish you would have given me warmth.
When the climate feels hot and i feel awkward,
i still wish you could have stood beside me
and your shadow falls over me..
well again,
both ways seem to show me clearly that
I miss you !
What can i call this feeling as??

Fate ? Destiny ?

May be..
this life goes empty without you ,
May be..
for your happiness i'm here,
May be..
for me, there's no reason to live,
May be..
there's a reason why you aint here,
But,
What may be the reason for both of us to fall in love???
can i name it FATE ? or DESTINY ?

What a life ):

There can't be a thing which wasnt worthy
when you were aside me..
There is nothing that seems worthy
when you aint here with me..
What a life i lived with you ?
Whats this life without you ?
You make everything POSITIVE.
Without you,
i am being SUBTRACTED and DIVIDED from every single thing !

Girl : I hate you
Guy : Thank you
Girl : It was easy for me to say this unlike the truth that " I LOVE YOU "

What can make me feel better???

What can make me feel better ??
sometimes singing,
sometimes dancing,
sometimes sleeping,
sometimes looking out of the window,
sometimes crying,
sometimes writing poems..


What can make me feel better??
everytime when i hear you,
everytime when i feel your arms,
everytime when i feel your pulses running , when i hold you,,
everytime you compromise me,
everytime you whisper those three words..


What can make me feel better??
sometimes it can be anything..
but everytime ,
i know its just YOU 
and everything that YOU DO !

I've been crying all day long..
and lasting nights..
but , nothing could heal my wounds
like your console for the baloon that broke and blasted
which you bought for me..
is this something that will never end ??? 
or is this something that already ended up ??
you hung yourself to death !
but I m hanging myself to life..
living my life for everyone is hard..
trying to live it for myself is harder.
I wish my life was just yours 
and 
not mine ! Love yu !

When its loneliness, that hits me..

it was only your love that strikes my mind.

yes, i know you deserve it

even if you are not here with me..

someday, i ll deliver the same to you !