Love - "Neither being able to forgive, Nor being able to forget"

Love, Neither being able to forgive,
Nor being able to forget.
Trying to search for the broken pieces of love,
I just dont want you to hurt me,
I just dont want you to hurt me one more time..
I dont know where you are but,
Somewhere i'm not able to reach.
My ears are missing to hear your heart beats.
My lips silently cry which you are not able to hear.
Your eyes have stopped searching for me whereas my eyes got tired of searching for you.
My soul has no idea of where it got lost,
From the day we became SoulMates.
Love - I can feel this word only when i'm next to you, And
Thats the only feeling that is still left for you.. Deep inside..
Love, Neither being able to forgive,
Nor being able to forget.

I am searching for those moments..
When your lips gave a soft touch all over me,
When your eyes had the power to kill me with a glance,
When my mobile rang your name without being awaited,
When i called your kisses crazinees,
When i got buried under your arms,
I am searching for those moments..
When you missed the way i called you,
When you loved the way i was,
When you took my pains away with just words,
When your eyes needed the warmth of my breathe,
When your fingers wrote love letters in my hand,
When you still winked even though you never knew how to,
When you surprised me with your mobile ring standing at my back,
When you stayed back with me just for my words,
When you meant and said me not to ever breakup with you,
Whenever you opened your mouth giving me chances to enjoy my childishness,
Whenever you accepted my slap for my happiness,
Those moments..
When you accepted me with all my crazy talks, childish plays, stupid behaviours,
Unwanted worries and unnecessary angers, With loads of Love covered above all these..

Finally the searching has come to an end.
Where do i search for something that is not anywhere ??
My blindness is gone..
I can see through very well.
Because, i remember i got a pair of eyes.. which i almost forgot being in Love with you,
I was stupidly, crazily and blindly in love with you.
I can see through whats happening?
Love, Neither being able to forgive,
Nor being able to forget.
Trying to search for the broken pieces of love,
I just dont want you to hurt me,
I just dont want you to hurt me one more time..

I awaited all these days, Either for you to become mine
Or for myself to learn to be alone forever.
Its not my mistake if i learn to be alone,
Its just that you didn't realize to hold me tight when needed.
Its just that you didn't stop me from being away from me.
Oh yes ! its your mistake.
That you missed a girl like me.
A girl..
Who could just think millions of ways just to satisfy your needs,
Who could just spend all her times dreaming, to be with you for an hour,
Who just wants you to give her more and more but ends up empty, with just your words of fulfilment,
Who dares to face anything to buy you whatever she wants you to have, I mean anything,

A girl..
Who waited days and night dreaming the way you fulfill her wishes,
Who wanted to feel like a princess but ended up making you her prince,
Who wanted to feel your fingers on her hair just to go crazy,
Who wanted you to hold her shoulders just to feel safe and secures,

A girl..
Who just hears every song keeping you in her mind,
Who teased you at critical points to make sure you are comfortable,
Who wanted to make sure she kept you feel superior always,
Who wanted to be at your fingers end so that, you can pull me closer whenever you need,

A girl..
who called you every 5 minutes to fulfill her desire of being with you,
Who stayed awake all night to wake you up the next morning,
Who wanted to be important to you but always endeed up failing to be,
who always felt happy about you shouting at her and taking rights on her,

And A girl..
Who missed you like a mom could await to see her child looking at her for the first time after birth,
A girl..
Who valued her tears so much but shedded them all only on you,
A girl..
Who fought with you only to make sure that these fights doesn't make you leave her,

Love, Neither being able to forgive,
Nor being able to forget.
Trying to search for the broken pieces of love,
I just dont want you to hurt me,
I just dont want you to hurt me one more time..
The girl you knew was afterall the one who irritated you the most, interrupted in everything, kept you bugged, disturbed you always..

But Know what ?
She was the only girl..
Who just wanted to be your "Love"
Who waited for you to breathe out so as for herself to breathe in.