I've been crying all day long..
and lasting nights..
but , nothing could heal my wounds
like your console for the baloon that broke and blasted
which you bought for me..
is this something that will never end ??? 
or is this something that already ended up ??
you hung yourself to death !
but I m hanging myself to life..
living my life for everyone is hard..
trying to live it for myself is harder.
I wish my life was just yours 
and 
not mine ! Love yu !